Pumpkin patch 2020

This post has been sitting in my drafts and I’m on a mission to complete all my drafts since they contain precious memories that I want documented forever. Looking back at these photos give me such mixed feelings. At first, i see two babies that have grown immensely in one short year. My heart feels warm and I get that.. “ahh my babies were so little” feeling. But then I look at them closer and see something so much deeper. Something darker that almost makes me not want to post. Maybe that’s why it sat in my draft. I didn’t have the happy post I always try to keep on this space. Maybe I had no words at all. But time does heal wounds and I’m ready to share.